WAS GOING TO BE AT TO STARTING OF ON SAYING AS I'M OKAY. but seems as like there's being more i ought to say upon. I HADN'T GOT FIGURING IT WOULD BE SOMETHING WHAT'S NEEDED TO PREPARE FOR. i don't really know what preparations you would have been at to do. BUT I DIDN'T LEAVE YOU. this was never going to kill me, that wasn't being the problem. WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE DONE? would you have let me do this?
THIS AIN'T LIKE PANEM WHERE I FIGURE I CAN TAKE IT WHERE AT THE REST CAN'T AND THROW MYSELF DOWN OR HOWEVER IT HAPPENED EXACT. this was me trying to fix something with me. AND NO I COULDN'T HAVE WAITED, I WASN'T SURE I COULD GO THROUGH WITH IT, I HAD TO GET AT IT DONE WHILE I WAS SURE.
you're angry with me. MEULIN WAS TOO. you don't think the risk was worth it. BUT I DO. this wasn't a mistake, this was the right thing to do. I WENT ON MAKING SURE THERE WOULDN'T BE NO SACRIFICING. i went about it to find out exactly what i'd need to heal from such a thing should it ever happen again. WOULDN'T YOU WANT SUCH SECURITY? wouldn't you want be saying, no, i ain't going to lose my heart without warning?
TEREZI, YOU ARE ONE OF THE BEST THINGS TO EVER HAPPEN IN MY LIFE AND YOU KNOW SO MUCH WHAT I AIN'T GRASP, ALL THE GOOD IMPORTANT THINGS. don't you know what it's like to fear losing control? GETTING THIS IDEA LIKE ALL THE GOOD YOU'VE BUILT UP AND WORKED SO HARD FOR, THAT YOU CAN'T GET OTHERWISE, COULD BE SHATTERED IN A MOMENT? and if it was being something or someone you cared about what set it off, wouldn't you at least want to be able to heal if you needed to?
THIS VISION I TOLD ON YOU ABOUT. i never healed from it. HAVE YOU EVEN MET THAT VARIATION OF ME? you got to know there's something wrong there. I WANTED TO FIND OUT WHAT IT WAS, TO GLIMPSE IT, SO THAT I COULD KNOW HOW TO HEAL. so then, if something ever happened to me again, i could fix it.
THAT'S WHAT I DID. i witnessed the vision to the measure i'd need and ended it. I LEARNED HOW ALL IT WORKED. i got my head put back together and i can even get fixing anyone else if i'm wanting now. I FINALLY DON'T HAVE TO BE AFRAID OF MY OWN DAMN SELF.
i didn't want to hurt you nor scare you. I'M SORRY FOR THAT.
IT WASN'T ALL UNLIKE VOODOO, BY THE BY. now i might be able to tend anything left on you, next you see me. IF YOU WANT TO.
according to zephyr, i outlived my past some nights ago. I GOT A NEW TITLE FROM THE PEOPLE HERE. mediator izzekiel piedsoul. ALETHEIA GAVE THE FIRST BIT AS WHEN LIKE I GOT CALLED PEACEMAKER. bertie gave izzekiel, so as i could keep that nickname what i'd been using. BERTIE'S A HUMAN, GOOD MOTHERFUCKER, TAUGHT ME PIANO AND WAS THE FIRST KNOWING WHO I WAS THERE. last bit's from lydian, the indigo. I AIN'T THINK SHE KNEW HOW APT IT WAS. waited some days after that and got to making that new ability mine. SOMETHING ELSE TOO BUT I THINK AS I'LL WAIT UNTIL A BETTER TIME FOR THAT.
there's one another thing what got making happenstance. YOU AIN'T GOING TO LIKE IT. my descendant's arrived here. WE AIN'T TALKED. he saw me or maybe that other fucker and took off running. BEEN HIDING OUT IN HIS HIVE AND ABOUT THE OUTSKIRTS OF THE VILLAGE. from what i'm being to tell, only times he's talked at to anyone he got on being terrified which is me meaning to say i ain't think he's hurt anyone. PRETTY SURE HE WOULDN'T STAY IF THERE WAS BEING AT ANYWHERE ELSE HE COULD GO. his voodoo is weak, by the by, he ain't noticed my poking about in slight.
YOU'RE GOING TO SAY NO BUT I'LL SAY IT ANYWAY. i want to talk to him. I AM WAITING, HOWEVER. figured you'd want that.
ONE FINAL THING. send regards to fovos, if you're willing. THINK THAT BUSINESS WHAT WAS GETTING DONE ABOUT MIGHT ALL HAVE BEEN FOR A GOOD. we found the king.
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Date: 2017-02-20 12:35 am (UTC)WAS GOING TO BE AT TO STARTING OF ON SAYING AS I'M OKAY. but seems as like there's being more i ought to say upon. I HADN'T GOT FIGURING IT WOULD BE SOMETHING WHAT'S NEEDED TO PREPARE FOR. i don't really know what preparations you would have been at to do. BUT I DIDN'T LEAVE YOU. this was never going to kill me, that wasn't being the problem. WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE DONE? would you have let me do this?
THIS AIN'T LIKE PANEM WHERE I FIGURE I CAN TAKE IT WHERE AT THE REST CAN'T AND THROW MYSELF DOWN OR HOWEVER IT HAPPENED EXACT. this was me trying to fix something with me. AND NO I COULDN'T HAVE WAITED, I WASN'T SURE I COULD GO THROUGH WITH IT, I HAD TO GET AT IT DONE WHILE I WAS SURE.
you're angry with me. MEULIN WAS TOO. you don't think the risk was worth it. BUT I DO. this wasn't a mistake, this was the right thing to do. I WENT ON MAKING SURE THERE WOULDN'T BE NO SACRIFICING. i went about it to find out exactly what i'd need to heal from such a thing should it ever happen again. WOULDN'T YOU WANT SUCH SECURITY? wouldn't you want be saying, no, i ain't going to lose my heart without warning?
TEREZI, YOU ARE ONE OF THE BEST THINGS TO EVER HAPPEN IN MY LIFE AND YOU KNOW SO MUCH WHAT I AIN'T GRASP, ALL THE GOOD IMPORTANT THINGS. don't you know what it's like to fear losing control? GETTING THIS IDEA LIKE ALL THE GOOD YOU'VE BUILT UP AND WORKED SO HARD FOR, THAT YOU CAN'T GET OTHERWISE, COULD BE SHATTERED IN A MOMENT? and if it was being something or someone you cared about what set it off, wouldn't you at least want to be able to heal if you needed to?
THIS VISION I TOLD ON YOU ABOUT. i never healed from it. HAVE YOU EVEN MET THAT VARIATION OF ME? you got to know there's something wrong there. I WANTED TO FIND OUT WHAT IT WAS, TO GLIMPSE IT, SO THAT I COULD KNOW HOW TO HEAL. so then, if something ever happened to me again, i could fix it.
THAT'S WHAT I DID. i witnessed the vision to the measure i'd need and ended it. I LEARNED HOW ALL IT WORKED. i got my head put back together and i can even get fixing anyone else if i'm wanting now. I FINALLY DON'T HAVE TO BE AFRAID OF MY OWN DAMN SELF.
i didn't want to hurt you nor scare you. I'M SORRY FOR THAT.
IT WASN'T ALL UNLIKE VOODOO, BY THE BY. now i might be able to tend anything left on you, next you see me. IF YOU WANT TO.
according to zephyr, i outlived my past some nights ago. I GOT A NEW TITLE FROM THE PEOPLE HERE. mediator izzekiel piedsoul. ALETHEIA GAVE THE FIRST BIT AS WHEN LIKE I GOT CALLED PEACEMAKER. bertie gave izzekiel, so as i could keep that nickname what i'd been using. BERTIE'S A HUMAN, GOOD MOTHERFUCKER, TAUGHT ME PIANO AND WAS THE FIRST KNOWING WHO I WAS THERE. last bit's from lydian, the indigo. I AIN'T THINK SHE KNEW HOW APT IT WAS. waited some days after that and got to making that new ability mine. SOMETHING ELSE TOO BUT I THINK AS I'LL WAIT UNTIL A BETTER TIME FOR THAT.
there's one another thing what got making happenstance. YOU AIN'T GOING TO LIKE IT. my descendant's arrived here. WE AIN'T TALKED. he saw me or maybe that other fucker and took off running. BEEN HIDING OUT IN HIS HIVE AND ABOUT THE OUTSKIRTS OF THE VILLAGE. from what i'm being to tell, only times he's talked at to anyone he got on being terrified which is me meaning to say i ain't think he's hurt anyone. PRETTY SURE HE WOULDN'T STAY IF THERE WAS BEING AT ANYWHERE ELSE HE COULD GO. his voodoo is weak, by the by, he ain't noticed my poking about in slight.
YOU'RE GOING TO SAY NO BUT I'LL SAY IT ANYWAY. i want to talk to him. I AM WAITING, HOWEVER. figured you'd want that.
ONE FINAL THING. send regards to fovos, if you're willing. THINK THAT BUSINESS WHAT WAS GETTING DONE ABOUT MIGHT ALL HAVE BEEN FOR A GOOD. we found the king.
-KURLOZ